A little anxious

We had our third doctor's appointment yesterday. I just can never wait to hear that little heartbeat. It's the most amazing sound in the world. I bought a monitor for home, but unfortunately you have to be in your third trimester to hear it. That doesn't mean I don't try atleast once a week though! And it doesn't mean that I didn't try to talk Cam into paying $500 for the same ones that they have in the doctors office. Even though I know that we really couldn't do that. So basically I went in and was measured and heard the heartbeat. Quick in and out, no big deal, everything looks good. But I want it to be a big deal! I just can't wait until my next ultrasound when they check on the baby's heart and brain to make sure that everything looks good and then you know what else! It was a little discouraging to be in and out so quick when I feel like there's so much more that I need to know. I think I am the most inpatient person in the world right now. And how am I going to wait the full two and a half weeks to find out what it is that we're having when everyone else knows? I really don't know. But I know that it's a darn good thing that I posted that here on my blog so that I feel like I've made a commitment and can't back out of it. There's so much more to come and although I feel like I can't wait for the next steps, I'm having lots of dreams now about the baby and I now tell Cam about 2-3 times a day "I just want my baby now!" He just laughs and says that I need to be like him and take it in baby steps. He says that he just looks forward to the next appointment every time and eventually it won't be the appointments that we're looking forward to, but the baby coming into our world. So, two weeks, and you can all know what we're having but we're in for a long four and a half weeks until we find out. I do know that it will be worth it though. This will be the best christmas ever!!